Reminiscing

Every time I said yes when I really wanted to say no
Every time I joined a group even if I wanted to stay alone
Every time I said I’m fine when I had hit depths of low
Should I have changed something here or let be? I dont know

Every time I procrastinated because I was lazy
Every time I ditched a plan because I was busy
Every time I chose the most common path because it was easy
Should I have changed something here or let be? I dont know

Every time I hadn’t raised my voice
Every time I let someone else make my choice
Every time I made a major compromise
Should I have changed something here or let be? I dont know

Every time I did not fight back
Every time I was scared, all the courage that I lacked
Of the countless do-nothing days of which I lost track
Should I have changed something here or let be? I dont know

Randomly heard someone use the word “reminiscing”. Isn’t it a nice word?